Wednesday, November 10, 2010

The Girl Who Lost Things


I love to read.

The Man About The House has been amazed to observe this, how I somehow make time a little each day no matter how much busy-ness it holds. He asked me once who helped instill this in me, and without a doubt I knew my Aunt Ruth. My Grandma Hart was always providing books, many still waiting on the shelf to be opened yet again, but it was my Aunt Ruth who read to me. Here she is at the time, with her future husband, Uncle Don...I believe the same age as Katy is now!


While attending a college in the town I grew up in, she lived with us and helped my parents with my comings and goings while they were both at work. My most precious childhood memories are from the few years she occupied the room next door. She is the closest I've ever had to an older sister, 10 years my senior. Here she was, busy in college with studies, friends, hand-drawing posters for around campus, and she made the time to read to me at bedtime. She introduced me to George MacDonald...

19th century, Scottish author, who inspired others to write (C.S. Lewis and Tolkein, to name a few!). Below is my favorite poem.

Enjoy!


The Girl Who Lost Things
by George MacDonald

There was a girl that lost things—
Nor only from her hand;
She lost, indeed—why, most things,
As if they had been sand!

She said, "But I must use them,
And can't look after all!
Indeed I did not lose them,
I only let them fall!"

That's how she lost her thimble,
It fell upon the floor:
Her eyes were very nimble
But she never saw it more.

And then she lost her dolly,
Her very doll of all!
That loss was far from jolly,
But worse things did befall.

She lost a ring of pearls
With a ruby in them set;
But the dearest girl of girls
Cried only, did not fret.

And then she lost her robin;
Ah, that was sorrow dire!
He hopped along, and—bob in—
Hopped bob into the fire!

And once she lost a kiss
As she came down the stair;
But that she did not miss,
For sure it was somewhere!

Just then she lost her heart too,
But did so well without it
She took that in good part too,
And said—not much about it.

But when she lost her health
She did feel rather poor,
Till in came loads of wealth
By quite another door!

And soon she lost a dimple
That was upon her cheek,
But that was very simple—
She was so thin and weak!

And then she lost her mother,
And thought that she was dead;
Sure there was not another
On whom to lay her head!

And then she lost her self—
But that she threw away;
And God upon his shelf
It carefully did lay.

And then she lost her sight,
And lost all hope to find it;
But a fountain-well of light
Came flashing up behind it.

At last she lost the world:
In a black and stormy wind
Away from her it whirled—
But the loss how could she mind?

For with it she lost her losses,
Her aching and her weeping,
Her pains and griefs and crosses,
And all things not worth keeping;

It left her with the lost things
Her heart had still been craving;
'Mong them she found—why, most things,
And all things worth the saving.

She found her precious mother,
Who not the least had died;
And then she found that other
Whose heart had hers inside.

And next she found the kiss
She lost upon the stair;
'Twas sweeter far, I guess,
For ripening in that air.

She found her self, all mended,
New-drest, and strong, and white;
She found her health, new-blended
With a radiant delight.

She found her little robin:
He made his wings go flap,
Came fluttering, and went bob in,
Went bob into her lap.

So, girls that cannot keep things,
Be patient till to-morrow;
And mind you don't beweep things
That are not worth such sorrow;

For the Father great of fathers,
Of mothers, girls, and boys,
In his arms his children gathers,
And sees to all their toys.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

The Circle of our Lives

photo courtesy of kazuya-akimoto.com

It would be easy to re-enter blogging with a post about my daughter, Laura, who is a senior in high school this year. Even another with my daughter, Katy, and her new fiance, Jeff. Don't get me wrong, these will be coming, however today I'm remembering our family's first exposure to children's choral music in Florida. This experience in January, 2001 was through the eyes of my daughter, Emma.

She was just beginning 5th grade when her music teacher, Ms. Henderson, suggested she audition for the Florida Elementary All-State Choir. After much hard work, she experienced something that truly changed the course of her life, because it was while working with Dr. David Brunner she decided she wanted to become a music teacher. She is well on her path to accomplishing that goal, and little did she know at the age of 10 how much more hard work was ahead of her to realize her dream!


I am directing the new children's choir at my church, Harvest UMC. We are singing a song
, "Alshlosha D'Varim", in October that Emma had also done at this first All-State concert. Last evening I pulled the cd, and as the entire playlist progressed, I was reminded of the song Dr. Brunner had written entitled "The Circle of our Lives", based on the poem by Wendell Berry, "Closing The Circle". While listening to these young voices, knowing my now-junior-in-college-then-10-year-old daughter was among them, I was brought to tears with the lyrics: "The circles turn, each giving into each, into all." .

Enjoy it in it's entirety-

Closing The Circle
by Wendell Berry

Within the circle of our lives
we dance the circle of the years,
the circles of the seasons
within the circles of the years,
the cycles of the moon
within the circles of the season,
the circles of our reasons
within the cycles of the moon.

Again, again we come and go,
changed, changing. Hands
join, unjoin in love and fear,
grief and joy. The circles turn,
each giving into each, into all.
Only music keeps us here,
each by all the others held.
In the hold of hands and eyes
we turn in pairs, that joining
joining each to all again.

And then we turn aside, alone,
out of the sunlight gone
into the darker circles of return.


Dr. David Brunner directing one of many youth choirs


"Within the circle of our lives we dance the circle of the years"

Here's to The Dance!


Update: Despite repeated attempts to enclose an audio to this sweet performance, it's not happening! If anyone can explain how to do it, I'd love to share an audio of the song!!

Saturday, July 03, 2010

Toy Lessons


One of my favorite bloggers is Donald Miller. He has been discussing the different lessons within the new movie Toy Story 3. Our family went to watch it, and if you have the time, read the 3 posts Donald left with his slant of this great movie-

Every now and then I'll leave a reply, and this morning I wanted to share my thoughts about what I saw within the movie:

"I agree with you that there are many stories/lessons within this movie. The character that intrigued me the most while watching with my husband and college age daughters was Buzz. Buzz is the only toy with a demo capacity, and this is not the first of the Toy Story movies we've seen it in.

When everything is said and done, Buzz stays true to who he has become, his real self, not the manufacturer-i'm-like-all-the-other-buzzes mode. Andy and the other toys, the people in his life who love him, have given him a sense of who he is. They have influenced him, challenged, loved even through failure, and they like him! While it's funny to watch him reprogrammed, he doesn't stay that way. His confidence is most evident as he realizes how loved he is by his owner.

I may attempt to redefine who I am for various reasons, but then it seems the people who know and love me the best just want me to be myself. Trying to act like everyone else isn't going to ultimately make anyone happy. I'm glad our Manufacturer didn't program us, but He takes joy in our individuality.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

i don't need no stinkin' nfns....

so, i am VERY inspired in this moment just experienced. discovery.

as you know, i love the summer sunday night the next food network star series. so tonight, week 4, i'm investigating who my pull-for person is, and it is most definitely aarti.

checked out her blog, and i thought, this is how to begin...do my own you tube food videos! for christmas this past year i created a handwritten cookbook for katy, filled with family recipes. now i want to do the online demos...especially for when emma needs to cook something.

so aarti paarti is now my inspiration. til i get mine up and going, take a look at her episode 4 on popcorn!

btw - name suggestions would be nice (hint, hint)!!

Saturday, May 01, 2010

Creative Outlet

I had a wakeful night thinking...

...family relationships
...wisdom needed
...important testing time for all three girls
...hurdles, not "drama", such as impending childbirth, drug addiction and cancer battles, chronic pain (let's keep our eye on the ball with the really important issues, family!)

I tend to process here with you. But yet it wasn't happening in my brain. I needed a different creative outlet.

Thankfully, God had already given one to The Man About The House and me. He came home Thursday with these two items:


We've been talking about these projects for about 6 weeks, and finally found the right items at the perfectly bartered price from Sarasota Architectural Salvage.

Bookshelf (solid cherry, circa 1910-20) his project.



Window with rotating seasonal pictures for me to sink my teeth into. It will hang as artwork over the buffet in our dining room (thanks to incredible photographers in the Hart Family!).


Just what I need for a better night's sleep!

Update: After a few hours, couple coats of black paint on the already covered pine or cypress surrounding the poured glass....

Thursday, April 08, 2010

Sing A Song


Yesterday was a long day.

Some people might say a bad day, but since I tend to be a glass-half-full person, I saw a lot of grace in spite of difficult hurdles. Just really tiring!

So this morning, refreshed after sleep, this put a smile on my face...


Saturday, April 03, 2010

A New Look

Yesterday my daughter, Emma, and I went clothes shopping...something new for Easter. For me, not an easy task these days.

Lately I tend to gravitate to solid colored tees, and have been in a slump. So, I am willing to step outside my box into the thoughts of others who see me from a different perspective. This stretches me into the bold colors and patterns of life.


With the assistance of someone who can identify with my "pain", we pull together a new look...and this reminds me of recreation.

Recreation through Christ's sacrifice and resurrection.


Walter Wangerin, Jr. is a favorite author of mine. His "Ragman" allegory is one I meditate upon throughout this Passion Week. The Ragman takes on himself old clothes and replaces them with new. New rags for old.

"He dressed me. My Lord, he put new rags on me, and I am a wonder beside him. The Ragman, the Ragman, the Christ!"


Grace and peace to you

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Broken and Brokenness

There have been times where living for me was in a broken state.


Relationships with parents, friends, husband, children, peers, co-workers. Usually of my own doing, or their's combined with my lack of forgiveness.

Broken from God.

Moving from being broken to a place of brokenness is usually painful. But it's a different kind of hurt. It's similar to the hurt of sore muscles after exercising - pain moving toward health. We've all been there. We've all needed to be brave at different times to process through and come out the other side.


What amazes me is God wasn't broken, I was. Yet He took on being broken so I could risk the brokenness and experience healing. Health in body, mind, soul, relationships...

Entering into this week of passion, I am choosing to focus on this thought.

This might help...

Friday, January 01, 2010

Stones of Rememberance

The Jordan River in upper Galilee

The Man About The House and I are reading through the Book of Joshua in the mornings...just a little at a time. This morning we were in chapter 8 where 12 men were selected to carry boulders out of the Jordan River to build a place to remember. Their new year had just begun, as ours, and they were told to memorialize what God had done in their lives. Make a visual. Tell your children of the power of God.


As we paused to think about what we read, we were wondering if we do this, and if so, how. Really, what is in our house that gives us reminders of God? These are some...

Keepsakes of Dad remind me of the blessing of my parents and heritage...the family God placed me in.

Photos of trips to upstate NY and Ireland remind me of God's provisions each day.

Gifted furniture we utilize reminds me of the generosity of God.

Artwork given by best-friend-artist reminds me of the friends God has surrounded me with to share, challenge me/them, celebrate times of joy, weep in days of sorrow, and love.

These are my stones. Daily reminders of the power, goodness, love and blessings of God in my life.

What are yours?


Memorial for Victoria fires victims held at St Paul's in Melbourne.

"‘Tears, dust and ashes: a service of prayer, hope and remembrance.’ It was explained that placing a stone in remembrance was a symbol of both mortality, and hope." February, 2009